If you haven’t guessed by now, my little “I” has been going through some drama lately. My I envy these people who seem to maintain their integrity through tough times. Or never seem to have tough times in the first place. I want to see Wayne Dyer have a bad day, dammit. [...]
Posts from ‘November, 2009’
I Don’t Want to Struggle, I Just Want to Flow
Right now, life is offering me some “opportunities”, some areas of resistance.
No, I’m not going to go boo-hooing again about my relationship and job issues.
I will say that I’m tired of The Resistance though, so I’m telling myself that it’s OK to let go of it. This form of Worry. It [...]
An Unexpected Answer to the Question: A Visit from Suzanne Foxton
Suzanne Foxton expanded on my last post about what exactly spiritual seekers are looking for in her blog Nothing Exists, Despite Appearances. She provided some terrific clarification to my questions. You can find her response here.
When I originally wrote the post I wasn’t really expecting anyone to provide an answer, so this [...]
What Question Should I Ask?
It occurred to me today (meaning Friday since it is a little past midnight on Saturday right now) that I can’t know what to seek if I don’t know what it is I’m seeking in the first place.
When I was depressed, I sought happiness. That’s easy. Dualism 101…just take the thing you don’t [...]
Life is a Fricken Nuisance, That’s What Motivates Me
Life is a pain in the ass. This is why I’m always on this quest for spiritual growth and enlightenment.
I’m not in any particularly bad mood right now, just discontent. It seems I feel that way a lot lately.
I constantly don’t have something that I want. Right now…actually, for [...]
Being One with Zip-lining and Snorkeling
Tomorrow I’m off to a 9 day cruise in the Caribbean. It’s my first cruise, my first time to the Caribbean, my first time traveling over seas!
It’s very exciting and a completely new experience for me. The only other REAL vacation I ever had before this–meaning a getaway that lasted longer [...]
Getting it!
Today I “got it.” I’m pretty sure. Could it really be that simple?
To know yourself at your very core, without all the baggage and emotions and thinking. The you-ness that is simply there in the midst of all that.
Whoa!! This is the simplest thing EVER. Why is [...]
Awareness Like Looking in the Mirror
I tried out one of the Awareness Watching Awareness exercises in The Most Direct Means to Eternal Bliss. It felt like looking at myself, like looking into a mirror and just concentrating on the me-ness of being me. Not my personality, but the core being that lives underneath, which is subtle and really [...]